Beautiful post, Amritha. I've been there, too. It's a bit heartbreaking when you realize that you will never "arrive" at being completely healed. That there is no destination where you've finally "got it" all figured out and under control. After this heartbreak, of course, there is a beautiful gift - embracing the journey of being human, constantly healing our sweet, soft selves, and growing in our imperfect perfectness. ❤️